You wanted to know what I got from posting all over tumblr?? I get acknowledgement. That’s what I get. Acknowledgement.
I do things to hurt myself because I feel I should be punished. It’s my fault that i’m in this situation and its my fault I can’t get out.
It’s 5am. Been up all night. Thinking.
You don’t know how much i hate to cry myself to sleep
When people are mad at me, I think I just apologize because I always feel like I am doing something wrong.